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Bianca, born in '79, on the internet since '98. Works as an application developer. Plays as a creative force of manic nature.

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Wednesday
03Mar2010

Cast of Characters

Yesterday, I explored a recent habit of mine regarding my short stories. I tend to take the same group of characters and write several stories involving them in various situations. I called this character reincarnation, because it felt like a group of people constantly encountering each other in different times / worlds. The characters always ended up with the same name and physical description, but different backgrounds.

A friend of mine, Alobar, shared with me his premise that he thought of the different characters that actors play in different movies as having the same soul and also being a type of reincarnation.

This set my wheels to spinning - what if I started doing this more purposefully? Why not create characters as actors? Then, when I create a story, all I need to do is pull from a cast. I'd have a name, a personality, a physical description - and then give that character a role to play.

Instead of accidentally reincarnating the same character, I'd purposely create a talent pool. I could have a short list of other characters this one works great with, who they liked working with in other stories.

*barely containing laughter*

I'm totally doing this.

I'm not sure how much this will actually affect my writing, but I'm 100% positive that it will be fun.

Wednesday
24Feb2010

Cat-Proof Planters, Results

Since having my abys, I've missed out on my limited joy of having plants in the house. It has nothing to do with them eating plants, though they will. No, I had more of an issue with the cats sleeping in the plant, digging all the rocks out, dragging them through the house once successfully uprooted...

Maybe these were just kitten behaviors, but I only had a couple plants, and it was easier to just get rid of them rather than vacuum dirt, pick up leaves, repair broken stems every day.

I made a few terrariums out of old fish bowls and vases. I placed them on the highest shelf in my room, taking them down only while I was home.

This method seemed to work wonders. The cats looked, but did not touch. They couldn't reach inside to dig in the dirt, and it was too ackward for them to stick their head inside to pull out any of the plants.

Or so I thought...

I made the mistake of leaving one down once and found my newly placed bromeliad on the carpet. Totally my bad: I put it back and learned my lesson.

And yet, I think the reprieve was a brief one. Now that CJ is accustomed to the plants, and maybe because they're bigger - he's been getting into them on the top shelf.

I don't know how. I can't see any room for him to get up there, much less stand, but he got to the middle one and dug the dirt out of it. Supposedly in an effort to fish out the rocks I have in there.

I rearranged the 7 glass containers hoping that would block any purchase he found earlier.

I hadn't left the house for 30 minutes this morning when my husband called to inform me that he had to close my door, as CJ had went immediately to work on knocking over my terrariums. (That'll show me... blocking any way for him to stand up there.)

It seems, that if I want plants in my room, it's going to have to be an aquarium sized, covered, and fully sealed device.

-_-

Thursday
18Feb2010

Inspirational Process

What do I do when I want to write a story but don't have any ideas?

I have three main methods:

1) Freewriting. Just writing down whatever comes to mind and seeing what springs forth.

2) Music. I'll listen to new music and daydream a story to the music. Usually that leads to a decent story.

3) Reading. I'll pick up a book and start asking myself: what would I do differently?

I did that yesterday. I was reading about an inexperienced witch and wrote: well studied sorceress. She was trying to prove herself so I wrote: shy and recluse, not interested in actual practice.

The book continued and so did I until the inexperienced protagonist accidentally conjures a demon. I wrote: moves into a new area and stumbles across a place of power where something live. She forms a relationship with it.

I dropped the book (read: set aside my iPhone) and was furiously writing an expansion to that single idea. After a paragraph of what amounted to a book synopsis. I began writing it.

I'd take a break from writing. Read (while thinking what might come next). Then back to writing.

The two stories are nothing alike. The point isn't to rewrite something I've read, but to twist current ideas to whatever suits me.

As far as idea creation goes, those three have always worked.

Sunday
14Feb2010

Computer Shopping

I tend to 'go long' when I buy a computer. Though I don't have very demanding needs, I don't want to 'want' for anything. I don't consider myself a gamer. Oh, I play games on my computer, but nothing that demands a gaming rig. I just enjoy the luxury of installing whatever I want without having to check if my computer can handle it.

I listen to music. I play around with Photoshop on occasion. I do a lot with the internet.

When I look for a computer, I want something that will play the latest game with the highest graphic settings. I pretend like I'm making 3D animated films when I select a video card. I pretend my computer will be used to power my entertainment system when I select the sound card.

My current computer is 6 years old and to this day, I never have to say, "my computer can't do that," because she can... well, she could for a long time. Might I reiterate: she's 6 years old.

I have very basic needs: more hard drive space, better than what I have now.

And right now I have a 2.2GHz dual core processor, 3G of RAM, and a video card with 512 MB on it. Beating that is not in the 'bargin bin.' I don't just want a copy of what I have. I want double.

A mac looks nice about now too. I checked them out for a bit. I glanced at Dell for a second before I wondered, "who's the better option?"

That led me to Falcon West. *heart flutter* Fantasy spec'ing, I could have a Mach V in Starlight Black (Lotus car color) for around $6,000.

I'm not that bad. Okay, I am, but I don't have the 6k. But for well under half, I could loose the liquid cooling, high quality paint, and quatum computing specs for a Talon ... or a Mac.

I just hope my darling here doesn't fail on me before I decide.

Monday
08Feb2010

Do Different Things

Iteration 1: Practicing pretty much the same thing in consecutive order

Realization 1: Brain will shut down. Learning degrades.

Solution: Do different things.

I'm still going to reject that this means I have to play different songs. I'm deliciously persistant like that.

The song I'm playing is 12 pages in length. Not sure how this will work for shorter pieces, but by then, I'll have this one to switch off. I've learned up to page 6 in this month, but I have 6 more.

Using random.org I generated a few sequences. I'm playing a different page each day (to make it lively). Once I've made myself vaguely familiar with each page, then I'll probably settle on a page a week, only reviewing pages 1-5 as a single playthrough, not practicing it or spending any more mental energy on it.

I'll see how that goes.

Friday
05Feb2010

No. Really. Practice more than one song.

Nearly 40 days later, I had a real and frightening experience with mental fatigue.

I dropped all my other songs in favor of 1 song, 20 minutes minimum, daily since the 1st of January. I scrapped the advice about playing more than one song. I felt it was slowing me down.

For a while, it seemed true. I was doing much better on the one song, progressing faster, doing swimmingly.

Until last night.

I'd been playing about 30 minutes when I began messing up on things I played perfectly just 20 minutes ago. I decided to take that middle passage and concentrate on it. The more I played it, the worse I got. I decided to try playing the whole song through. It was terrible. At one point before I decided to quit, my hands were hovering over the keys as I tried to figure out ... what ... note ...

Dumb struck.

My brain needs a switch. It's tired, and it wants to do something different. I *should* play more than one song at a time.

And now I know why.

Wednesday
03Feb2010

Piano Progress

I'm improving my play and progressing further faster than I thought I would.

Practing for the minimum of 20 minutes, even when I really don't feel like it makes a huge difference.

The song I'm playing is 6 pages long. Ambitious, but I'd rather play a pretty, long song than a short, dull one.

Monday
01Feb2010

Music Under Review

The music I like doesn't get played on the radio. There isn't even a category for most of it for a grammy. I like obscure stuff peppered by some pleasant popular stuff.

My discovery process is greatly helped by the awesomeness that is Pandora.

I get a bunch of albums by artists that have caught my ear via Pandora and listen to them over and over. I try not to rate a song till I've heard it at least three times. Then, if I suddenly knows the words to a song and mumble along - 4 stars. If I suddently want to hear the song - 5 stars. It seems I have to really hear a song in my car to find the 4-5 star one. Three stars in just fine, could listen to it at any time. Two stars is "you're pushing it. You're all right, but not right now." One star... I don't rate new music one star. I delete it. One stars are for songs that have been with me for years, I can't stand hearing it anymore, but in a random shuffle while cleaning the house, it could get a pass. Oh, and songs that are under 1 minute interludes that hold an album together.

These are the artist / albums getting the 3-listen pass this month.

Angra - Aurora Consurgens, Fireworks, Holy Land, Rebirth, Temple of Shadows
Dream Theater - Awake, Octavarium, Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence
Iron Maiden - Brave New World
Dark Moor - Autumnal (I really wish I could get ahold of Beyond the Sea, but I can't pay $40. Just no.)
Avantasia - The Scarecrow, The Metal Opera, The Metal Opera Pt II
Sade - Soldier of Love
Cynic - Traced in Air

Yes, one of those things is not like the others. *chuckles*

If you'll recall, my last '3-listen pass' was Thunderstone, Masterplan, Symphony X, Subway to Sally, Pyramaze, and Lady Gaga. (Wait? What?!)

I'm just trying to find more music to fit into this obscure genre I've never heard before but love so dearly.

Minus the clearly odd albums out.

Sunday
31Jan2010

CJ thinks he's hiding

I'm just going to let him think that.

Silly kitty.

Friday
29Jan2010

Hello Kitty Online

Yeah, right there in a big bold title.

I'm not ashamed. I am still playing HKO, and I still love it.

I've played almost every day. I don't even notice how much pink there is. The interesting part is... I've encountered more adults than children in the game. And yes, the population is overwhelmingly female.

I don't miss PVP a single bit. I don't need the competition or the 'loot whoring'.* Maybe, somewhere deep inside, I'm truly a real live girl.

I'm comfortable with that.

*for the loot whore within, I still have Torchlight, which I've lost no love for.